Regret :|

O, bigla akong nagsisi, kasi nakita ko yung pictures ko nung hindi pa ako nagpapahaircut :| Yung medyo straight pa and oo, mahaba; eh ngayon kasi diba, sobrang layered na :| Namiss ko bigla. Nakakapangsisi! :|

Dead on One's Feet :|

The title explains it all.

This day was SUPER TIRING. There is something with this day that made me very tired, and I do not know what it was. Maybe it is because I had a headache the WHOLE DAY. SOBRANG sakit talaga. Yung feeling na nagbe-beat yung ulo ko? Yung parang may pumupukpok and all? GANUN EH :| Diane even said na bakit parang natataranta daw kami, ano nga bang meron sa araw na 'to; eh ni hindi naman natuloy yung quiz sa AA and Physics. Kung bakit parang pagod na pagod kami, tense na tense. SOBRANG dami lang sigurong ginagawa. See, HELL WEEK is once again, and for the last time, here.. Again tortured by the overload of deadlines we have to meet, and all the so-damn-much requirements to submit. SOBRANG HASSLE, nakakapagod, swear :| Last week pa paguran eh.

First two hours of the day was Physics, then AA came after Recess (which was after Physics). CLE was after AA, then Lunch Break. And for the first time, we had to bake for only 1 hour, so sobrang madalian. Then Language, Economics came next, then we had to go back in the THE room for our by-products from our baking period earlier. O tapos ang sakit talaga ng ulo ko XC

February 11 - Reading Log Submission. Language Quiz. Longtest in Physics. Longtest in CLE. 'Sulating Pormal' in Filipino.

February 12 - Filipino Longtest. 'Muling Sulatin' in Filipino.

February 13 - Reading Longtest.

February 16 - Econocmis News File. Baking. AA Homework. CLE Homework. Submission of Literary Analysis.

February 17 - Art Longtest.

February 18 - Filipino Reporting. Computer Project (HTML). Filipino Homework.

February 19 - Reporting in Reading. Health Homework.

February 20 - Economics Project; Thesis Paper!

February 23 - Economics Longtest (Pending). Reflection Paper.

February 24 - AA Longtest!

February 25 - Deadline of CLE project.

February 26 - Health Longtest.

March 2 - Physics Project.

March 3 - CLE Longtest.

As of today, February 16, yan pa lang :| Kaya yan. AJA! :))

Quotes I Keep; but Have to be Deleted - Part III

Again, I do not want these quotes to be trashed. All of it makes sense, so I want to post 'em first before deleting; atleast I get to keep them :)

Link to Part I - http://gulmatricia.multiply.com/journal/item/10/Quotes_I_Keep_but_Have_to_be_Deleted

Link to Part II -http://gulmatricia.multiply.com/journal/item/39/Quotes_I_Keep_but_Have_to_be_Deleted_-_Part_II

→ You'll never know how much you needed your friends until you look back along the rope and realized how many knots they tied to keep you from falling. - Kay

→ If you think something is true about someone just because everyone else believes it.. you're not thinking. - Katz

→ Why do girls eat chocolate right after breaking up? Because the sweetness of the chocolate makes them forget the bitterness of breaking up. And why do boys drink beer right after breaking up? Because the bitterness of the beer makes them forget the sweetness of the girl. - Katz

→ Don't try to understand everything; because sometimes, it's not meant to be understood, but rather to be accepted. - Katz

→ A person wouldn't spend time doing little things for someone, if that someone means nothing. - Katz

→ Love is somehow making choices.. It's either choosing pain for other's happiness, or choosing your happiness for other's pain. - Katz

→ Never do anything you can't stand for. Remember; once it's been there, there's no turning back. Life has no rewind, learn to play it right. - Katz

→ When two people are really in love with each other, they won't ever let go, even if it hurts a thousand times more. - Katz

→ It's better to wait for years for that someone you are sure of, than to grab that chance with someone who picks you up but drops you whenever he wants to. - Katz

→ I'm not bound to be stupid. I have the power to make right choices and decisions. It's just that sometimes, I choose to be stupid, for me to feel a little bit of what they call "HAPPINESS".

→ Every person would love to have a happy ending. Yet no matter how happy the ending is, it will still have to end. -Yumi

→ It's not the effort that makes the girl smile, but the willingness of the guy to do those crazy efforts just to make her smile. - Jessa

→ Somehow you get mad at yourself foor falling so bad. Maybe love is like that, no matter how smart you are, your heart makes you dumb. - Jessa

→ If it takes great courage to stand and fight for something, sometimes it even takes greater courage to just walk away and leave things behind you. - Cath

→ People change. Usually, they change into everything thay said they wouldn't be. - Coleen

→ The moment you find the courage to give up your happiness for someone, would be the moment you understand LOVE. - Jessa

→ If you intend to love someone, be sure to accept the challenges called.. CHANGES. - Jessa

→ When people accuse us of lying, don't get too affected, because we know if we did not lie. We just don't tell them everything. - Katz

→ If telling the truth can hurt and break someone's heart, what more can a lie do? - Prudence

→ How can I forget the person I really loved before.. if even a single blank message makes me fall in love again. - Abie

→ What is sad about loving somebody is when you're not good enough because somebody elso occupies her mind and heart.. and you know you can't compete. - Coleen.

→ Never ignore the person who loves you, cares for you so much, and misses you. Because one day you may wake up and realize that you've lost the moon while counting the stars. - Prudence

→ Oftentimes, people deny what they really feel inside. But how can someone deny if actions can show what they try to hide? - Pat

→ It's not the break up that hurts the most.. It's the post-trauma that follows it. It's waking up and checking up your phone for the message that isn't there. It's like starting your life over again and you have no idea where to begin. - Cath

→ Not everything that makes us happy is right. But for sure, there will come a time, when everything that is right will make us happy. - Donna

→ Most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you most. - Prudence

→ Nobody has the power to make things perfect. But everyone is given countless chances to make things right. - Shiena

→ It's not how long you stayed together that matters. It's how you loved each other even in the shortest time you spent together. - Lyka

→ Love someone when they least deserve it, because thats when they really need it. - Donna

→ To keep something, you must take care of it. Much more, you must understand what kind of care it requires. - Donna

→ If you encounter so much pain because of the person you loved the most, you will learn to love your friends so much and discover the reality that friendship is the best relationship and the best example of love. - Sophia

→ You are responsible for how the world treats you. If you don't like what yo uare getting, change what yo uare doing. It's always up to you to teack people how youwant to be treated. - Jessa

→ When I said I didn't want to see you anymore, why did you choose that particular statement to be the only one you ever listened to? - Tricia

"Oo naman mahirap yun.." :>

This happened while Jecca was scanning the book I got from the shelves, about royalty, etcetera..

JECCA: Mahirap ba maging princess? Parang ang hirap siguro noh?

GULMA': Oo naman, mahirap yun... Nafeel ko na kasi yun eh :>

CATH: Feeler ka talaga!

JECCA: Pero mahirap din maging queen ah? ...

... Naranasan ko na kasing magpatakbo ng castle eh. Ang bigat-bigat pa nung crown!

Bad, Bad Day :|

Okay, so around 10am, Health class, I started to feel unwell. I thought it was just a simple headache and body pain. Next subject drew, ganun pa rin nararamdaman ko. And SOBRANG SAKIT NG ULO KO :| It was not that long when I realized I feel cold and hot at the same time. Tapos lungch time, 12pm, masama talaga pakiramdam ko, eh. Cath asked me to go to the clinic, so sinamahan niya ako. They gave me med and got my temperature.. Right, may lagnat ako, and UUWI NA RAW AKO. I didn't want to go home because I want to attend the remedial class after dismissal. Gusto ko talagang umattend, at kailangan. I failed to attend it last week, because I was absent then; so I did not want to miss it for this week. -- Pinagstay ako sa clinic the whole lunch time, and tatawagan na nga si Dad. I asked the doctor in charged na kung pwede, wag na. Kasi ayaw ko umuiw, kasi nga magreremedial ako. 1pm, they woke me up and asked me to go back to the classroom just as I requested na hindi ako pauwiin. Upon getting there, after silencing prayer, kinausap ako ni Miss P., she said na diba raw may lagnat ako, at sabi nga pinapauwi na ako. She even asked me if I was not feeling well and if I was feeling cold, which happened to be OO nilalamig ako and all. Edi pinababalik niya ako sa clinic, umuwi na raw ako. Sabi ko ayoko, pero ilang beses niya pa inulit na bumalik ako. She even touched me, ang init ko nga raw kasi. Naiyak na ako kasi nga AYOKONG BUMALIK :| Diane accompanied me on the way to the clinic. Edi sabi nung doctor, "Umuwi ka. Kami na ang magdedesisyon, pauuwiin ka na namin.", "O kanina nagrequest ka na gamot na lang, pinahiga na ng 1hour, hindi pa rin bumababa yang lagnat mo tapos pinabalik ka pa rito.". Nung ayaw talagang pumayag na wag ako pauwiin, naiyak ako :(( Eh kasi gusto at kailangan ko na talaga magremedial eh :| Pati si Diane cinoconvince niya yung doctor na pumayag na, eh ayaw talaga pumayag eh :| Sinabi ko pa dun sa doctor na may remedial kasi, and I did not want to miss any class. Tsk. So sige, iyak-iyak, higa sa ward, pahinga. While resting, nangingiyak talaga ako. I really did not want to go home. Then lumapit maya-maya yung isa pang doctor, wag daw ako magcry kasi hindi naman nila decision yun and may sakit talaga ako. Hindi ko pinansin :| Maya-maya, pumasok yung naunang doctor, sabi niya, "O sige o, kukunan kita ulit ng temperature. Tingnan natin kung pababalikin kita.", parang inis pa siya. (Haha!) Then, it was werid kasi, digital thermometer yun, and nung binigay sa akin, nasa 36.6C. Nung okay na and pwede nang iread, 36.6 pa rin :P :) So she said she'll make a letter for the teacher that she is already allowing me to join my class. Kailangan nila gawin yun kasi may rule nga na pag may lagnat, pauuwiin. Eh nag-iinsist talaga ako. And baka sila pa raw yung ma-office dahil nga pinabalik na ako, tapos pababalikin ulit. Kinunan ako ulit ng temperature while making the letter. And wag daw ako yuyuko-yuko. Eh medyo bumaba, so sige, balik ng classroom :) SUPER sakit pa rin ng ulo ko, but I have to pretend I was all okay, para hindi na ako pabalikin. Filiipino class ended, as well as my Guidance class. Bawal yumuko or magreklamo :)

Dismissal time drew close, and yeeeeaah, remedial naa :)) We went to St Veronica's room where remedial classes are held. Jecca and I waited for the teacher for 15 minutes..

And know what happened next? WALANG REMEDIAL! >( :| NAKAKAINIS LANG EH, DIBA? MAY MEETING YATA, CHEVERLOO. BADTRIP SOBRA :| TSK.

K, bye.