Ironic :)

Isn't it ironic when you pray so much for something you want,
and just leave them hanging once you already got it?

Isn't it ironic how you long for someone who does not even think of you in a day?

Isn't it ironic how you laugh when you remember your crying moments,
and cry when you remember the times you were laughing?

Isn't it ironic how one can fall in love unintentionally,
and find it very difficult and uncontrollable falling out?

Isn't it ironic how you tend to love so much the same person that hurts you the worst?

Isn't it ironic how you very well know when to start,
and ignore when you already know you have to stop?

Isn't it ironic how you say you can't live without a certain person,
but started your life and living for years without him/her?

Isn't it ironic how you cannot sacrifice your sleep for homeworks,
but don't mind if you don't even sleep because of love?

Isn't it ironic how you can easily answer back to your parents,
but shut quiet when it comes to the moods of that someone?

Isn't it ironic when you should be getting mad,
but you can't and you don't know why?

Isn't it ironic when the other party was the one who did wrong,
and you will still be the one saying sorry in the end?

IS IT NOT IRONIC WHEN YOU ARE REJECTED ONCE OR TWICE,
AND STILL BE COMING BACK TO THE SAME DIRECTION?

IS IT NOT IRONIC WHEN YOU SOMETIMES CHOOSE THE DIFFICULT WAY?

Is it not ironic when you already know what SHOULD be done,
and yet don't do it?..

.. Because is it not ironic when MOST OF THE TIME in your
life, WHAT YOU NEED IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT YOU WANT,
and WHAT YOU WANT IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT YOU NEED.

And how ironic can it get when you don't get what you actually deserve.

It's the 22nd of August.. And it's Friday :)

Okayyy..

Soo, it's the 22nd of August, and it's Friday :)
I just got home maybe about an hour and a half ago :D


My day started the way it usually does.. I woke up, took a bath, got ready, fetched Cath, headed to school.

7:00 - 7:30am - HOMEROOM

7:35-8:35am - ECONOMICS

*Got reprimanded by our teacher/adviser, for my group's failure to be ready for the weekly news reporting. Thus, we were given a consideration to present it next week, provided we'll get a deduction. Highlight from the subject for me was, "Naloloka ako sa'yo. Seryoso ako dito eh.", line from our very own Ms.Tomagan. She was not in a good mood that time, pero natawa ako/kami, tapos wag daw kami tumawa kasi seryoso siya. HAHA :))*

8:35-9:35am - PHYSICS

9:35 - 10:00am - RECESS

*Cakes and Ribbon Fries :))*

10:00 - 11:00am - READING

11:00 - 12:00am - AA!

*So, I suddenly remembered what happened in our AA just the other day.

After discovering that Piolo Pascual was also from UST (where Sir "Joselito" Pascual also graduated *Sir Pascual is our AA teacher*)...

Hiromi: Diba may issue, si Piolo daw ang pangalan sa gabi, PEACH?!!

Kamag-anak siguro ni Sir si Piolo?

...

Hiromi: Si Sir kaya anong pangalan sa gabi?? ...JOSIE??!

Class: (Super laugh! As in HAHAHAHA!)

(Well, si Sir as usual, pasmile-smile lang :D Tapos sabay...)

SIR: Dapat ata mabigyan kita ng PTC eh. (but he said that with a smile :D)

12:00 - 1:00pm - LUNCH

1:00 - 2:00pm - FILIPINO

*About thirty minutes free time :))*

2:00 - 3:00 - CLUB

*See, she (Ms.Sanchez, our moderator) informed us that Kim and I will be given a spot in the Varsity, not anymore in the Training Pool. Then I got tired, as usual.

Two laps Freestyle. Two laps of choice. THEN, did 'Butterfly'. Medley relay (relayed for 'Backstroke'). And blah blah blah..

Finished swimming at around 3:05pm. Took a bath. Finished aking a bath at around 3:20pm. Got dressed, done by 3:30pm. (I should have stayed up to four o' clock in the pool but I excused myself because I still have to attend our practice for the Higantes Festival Presentation to be executed on Tuesday; which I found out that it will just be pushed through tomorrow, Saturday.)*

Left school at around four o' clock.

Went to McDonalds just to buy two cheeseburgers (which I really love). That was how starved I got after that club (as usual)!

Arrived home. Got dressed.

Then I thought of going out 'BIGLAAN', hence, wanting to see my bestfriend, Cath's 'someone'.

Texted people, those that may be available to come with me at that very moment.

Ended up communicating with my bestfriend, Trishka. (Yeuh, I have TWO very lovely bestfriends :D)

So I asked her too. And so she called up her parents and asked permission.

SHE WAS ALLOWED :))

Soo..

She fetched me here at around 5:30pm.

Then I called Cath while we were on the way to Katipunan already, and I was supposed to ask where they was, just so I could already (finally) catch a glimpse of her 'someone'. UNFORTUNATELY, she replied that they already met up and her 'someone' isn't with her anymore. So, we shifted to settling in Robinson's Place, instead of forgoing to Katipunan like firstly planned.

Arrived to Robinson's Place at around 6:10pm.

Did nothing. Uh.. Just ate, did some 'window shopping', and strolled.

Met up with her (Trishka's) family at around 8:30 in front of Jollibee.

*Highlight; while linig up before the counter.

Gulma': Danger ba? Danger?? (We were preferring to the mood of her parents.)

Trishka: Hindi naman, hindi naman..

Gulma': Caution ba??

Trishka: Wet floor! Wet floor!

Gulma': Ha??

Trishka: Ay hindi, the floor is wet! Eh pareho lang yun ah??

Gulma': Ang labo mo! Hahaha.

Trishka: Ayan o, nakalagay. CAUTION: THE FLOOR IS WET. (while she was pointing at the floor board sign XP)

Ate with them, ended at around 9 - 9:15pm. Got REALY FULL!

They brought me home. Arrived at around before 10pm :))

A TIRING but FUN day!

Another day tomorrow.

See, haf'ta wake up early, needs to 'take off' at eight o' clock in the morning :))

-- GOODEVENING, Lovsies :))

Sudden Laugh XP

August 21, 2008

Around 5.30-6.30pm.

Papa, Dad, and of course, ME :)

Out of the blue, Papa blurted this out..

Papa : Ano na nga ulit pangalan nung kapatid ni Donna?

Tricia : Ha?

Papa : Ano pangalan ng kapatid ni Donna?

Tricia : Nino?!

Papa : Ni Donna!

Daddy : Si Sheila.

- Ahh, okay. Siya pala yung tinutukoy. Haha.
I remembered I have an aunt named Donna.

Nagulat ako eh, naguluhan tuloy ako dun. Haha :))

Sudden reaction, sudden laugh :))))

*Sorry for those who couldn't relate why I shared this,

kung bakit ganito na lang ang naging reaction ko. HAHA :))

LOVELOVE <3

-- GOODEVENING :D

Eleventh :DD

HAPPY ELEVENTH MONTH, MG!:))
Loveu, FOREVER :)

*Hugss :x

My Tita Said..

I was browsing through my Multiply account and my albums, and I saw my edited picture where I have quoted down what my Aunt(Tita) once said..

"Baby, if you love somebody, set him/her free. If he/she comes back, she's yours.
And if he/she doesn't, it's not meant to be.
Whatever happens, you will always have me.
ILOVEYOU."

-- Sounds like a familiar quote, yearight.
But it stuns me that she said this to me herself :)

-- No misinterpretations okay? She's a REAL Tita of mine.
They are just used to calling me Baby :))

DOODLE :)

-- Believe it or not, this is MINE. Haha :))
I started this and finished it myself :) Took a lot of PATIENCE, really!;p

Photography Feeler :D

-- SOME OF MY "Photography-Feeler" moments :)

I still have my digicam then :

Comments?:)

And NO GRABBING PLEASE :)

Play :)

-- IT'S BLURRED, I KNOW.

Out of boredom..

I wanted to do something different :)

So here, have played on my closet door :))

Forgive me for the shot.

I have no cam anymore, so I have to settle with cellphones :

Comments? :)

Seventh Thing <3

AND THE SEVENTH THING I HATE THE MOST THAT YOU DO..



.. YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU :)

My Secret Lover ;P

MY BESTFRIEND :)

Yeuh, I have two bestfriends.
One of them's named CATH :)

She was my classmate when we were still Freshmen, way back three years ago. See, we weren't that close yet, considering the fact that at the first week of classes, I've given out an (offensive) joke on her.
I don't have to tell you what that was. Teehee :>

So from that joke, we didn't build anymore a good relationship much further. (That was how rude MY joke was. Rar;p)

Days passed and all..
We were incoming JUNIORS and I cannot anymore exactly remember how we came up having those "bonding moments" again :)

We had this tawagan that was specifically LIPOPS.

Before we knew it, we are THAT CLOSE (more than what that picture represents :D).
Now she's my BES. And my Secret Lover as well :)

I have no idea how it all begun. I just know that she is, definitely, my Secret Lover :)

The mere fact that she knows me more than anyone else who gives me those everyday HI's and HELLO's,
she proves me, so often, how much different I(she) am(is) from everyone else she knows(I know).

Ask her what I don't like in a person, she could answer it. Ask her how I treat people the way they deserve it, she could reply to it. Ask her when I'm mad, she'll be able to distinguish..

And, ask her how I fall in love, she'll give you answers more than what you expected to hear :)

She simply knows almost(?) everything about me.
She'll be able to know whether a smile visible in my face is also something from inside..
She'll be able to tell you when I am fed up and that you need to shut up.


Marie Catherine de la Cruz..
.. A Could-Not-Ask-for-More Bestfriend.
.. MY Could-Not-Ask-for-More Bestfriend.
.. A Secret Lover.

.. MY Secret Lover :">


* BES. Loveu :) FOREVER :D

Tell Me :)

.. as a Freshman Student :)

.. as a Sophomore Student :)

.. as a Junior Student :)

.. as a Senior Student :)

-- COMMENTS? :)

Tell me how much I have changed :D

Haha :))

It's Because You Love Her <3

When you love someone, you have to be honest with the person so as respecting her just as much as you love her. Before allowing this person to enter your life, you should be aware that she can be dominating you, your routines, your own wants, especially your feelings. Before allowing this person to become a part of YOU, you should also think a hundred times, if you are or not willing to take risks of getting hurt.. because feeling pain is never absent once you learn to love a certain person.

Once you consider her a part of your life, you have to stand up for it.. NOT only because you have to, but because you want it that way. When a particular time comes that you learn to love a person, expect it to be a package.. that you also learn to endure pain, to forgive no matter how difficult it is, to understand everytime you lose your own self, to not hurt her even if you feel terrible, to understand yourself why you could never get mad when you should be.. AND learning to follow yourself and disregard others’ opinions as if you don’t hear anything. You’ll learn how to pretend as if everything’s okay even if deep inside you aren’t, you learn to handle things even if all of those can break you down.. SIMPLY ALL because, YOU LOVE HER :

Everytime you get hurt, by her, never seek revenge as an option just so you’d feel better or just so she’d feel the same way you felt it when she did you wrong.. IT’D BE WORST. Just take it as it is, comfort your own self, cry if you want to, scream if you please.. So in the end, she can’t blame you anything AND because you don’t want to throw back her mistakes to her face.. because YOU LOVE HER.

Everytime you get hurt, by things, just for example how her use of words causes great impact on you.. still, NO revenge. Take everything as a compliment! Take everything positively.. mellow down and NEVER tell her things just the same so she’d also be hurt and then you feel better.. SO WRONG. No matter what she tells you, don’t let it break you down, there are strong tendencies of crying it all out *that’s good*.. but never hurt her likewise. WORDS do have a great impact, especially if these came from someone very special to you.. you can smile your heart out, or cry yourself lose. NO MATTER WHAT, don’t do or say anything that could hurt her. EVEN IF you feel pain a hundred times, keep it to yourself.. Never think of doing the same as she did.. because YOU LOVE HER.

Before letting this person be a part of YOU, you are aware that you can be hurt a lot of times, can cry a million tears and that she can leave you out there ANYTIME. Loving this person in the first place without assurance is really difficult and mind-boggling.. but you love her, so you often opt to still GO FOR IT even if you currently see great and clear possibilities to be left alone in the end. Even if this person, you know, can leave you hanging anytime; if you really love her, you’ve got to learn to endure pain, SO MUCH of it. You even unconcsiously lose your pride and learn to give a big part of you and unnoticeably see yourself STILL wanting her to be in your life.. The life that seems so different long way before you allowed her to be a part of it. BUT you cannot deny, that you are willing to pull her back.. because YOU STILL WANT HER IN YOUR LIFE.. because YOU LOVE HER.

If you love her SO MUCH, you’d be willing to do anything and everything just so she’d stay with you, regardless of every hardship you felt, you currently feel, and will be feeling.. regardless of every grievous stuff she told you, regardless of every little thing that hurt you.. YOU can never blame her for those, because in the first place, it was YOUR CHOICE.. It was you yourself who opted to STAY, HOLD-ON, and NOT TO LET GO, even if you experience the most heart-breaking situations, self-losing arguments and stupidity.. that despite of pushing yourself too hard and forgetting pride as well….

..YOU STILL WANT HER TO BE YOURS, the both of you TOGETHER, and knowing that you’re hers and she’s yours, AND YOURS ALONE.

*Respect. Trust. Loyalty. Faithfulness. Your true self. LOVE&&TOTAL COMMITMENT.*

And finally, if you really love the person, you should never take thoughts of getting hurt and feeling pain as a hindrance of not following what you really want.. to GO FOR IT.

If you really love the person, you would accept and just take ALL risks.. even if you know you can be left hanging anytime, or get hurt everytime.. even if it means breaking your heart and losing yourself in the first place.. GO FOR IT.

However..
..before deciding in the first place, you also have to learn how you’d be handling things in their proper places and that you’d still leave a part of you for yourself.. so that if in case you’ll be left anytime unexpectedly, you’ll still know how to cope up with the words GETTING OVER, LETTING GO and MOVING ON.

A Start-Off :">

HEY HEY :))

I just wanted to start another blog, just to try how it's like here in Blogspot :)

Uh. I already have one in Wordpress, though :) http://triciagulma.wordpress.com/

It just interested me of how different this one is with the other one I have. We'll see :))

*I'm going to repost here my blogs from Wordpress, just so this site could be sensible while I haven't posted anything new yet :)

Muchlove <3