Emoments :))

Was scanning through my inbox, when I found the messages/quotes I used to create on my own. YES, ako nga gumawa nyang mga yan. Made them during my emoments =))))

- People do commit mistakes. In a way or another, you really have to make choices even if it means losing something else, no matter how difficult it is. It's not at all times that you can turn back time when you realize that you've made the wrong choice. All you can do is to prevent the same mistake from happening again.. And maybe, that's why God made time irreversible; so that we get to think hard about the choices we would want to take, and not just settle with "TRY and WHATEVER HAPPENS.".

- Love is like a drug. You'll never know its effects until it had sunken into you. It was unexpected, but you liked the feeling of being under the influence of it. And when it's too much, and is driving you out of yourself, no matter how hard you try to stop..YOU CAN'T.

- Never in my life have I felt how much I lost myself, until I learned how to love.. I loved so much that sometimes, I forgot to remember myself, cared so much that I didn't notice that I was the one who needed that. I have given a lot that nothing was left for me. And of course, I have endured so much pain even if I wasn't the one who deserved it.

- Giving almost everything you have and you are probably creates a great aftermath once the person you have given it to, walks out of your life. It leaves you with almost nothing of what you used to have, and less of what you were. And the great impact you would have to surpass is to put yourself back together again.. And it includes remembering even the smallest gestures of affection. Because yes, having to lose what was once your everything, also makes you forget how it was like to be simply sweet.

- You can never tell how much a person loved you just by how short the time was before she has moved on. It's with how much pain she was enduring just to be okay as soon as possible.

- This feeling, it's weird. Sad for some reason I don't know, bothered because of something I don't even have any idea about. It's very complicated, knowing that I don't even have a clue on what kind of comfort this uneasiness needs. It's like having to be given a puzzle pad, without even having the pieces to get it done.

- They only said it's wonderful, but they never mentioned that it was easy.. Having to find love alsos means having to say hello to pain, and welcome to tears. They always sayt it feels like heaven to be in love, but they never said that you wouldn't have to pass hell first before getting to the heaven you heard of, either.

- UYYYY? Ang emoy ko pala before. Haha :)) Serrehhhh. May sense naman, right? :>

Yes, He Loves Me =))

Tricia: Dad, love mo ba 'ko?

Dad: Oo, may choice ba ako?

Tricia: HAA?? Ganon??

Dad: Haha. Joke lang. Syempre love kita, anak kita eh.

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Betty La Fea's Father to Betty: Wag ka macocornihan sa'kin ah. Pero kasi, wala na akong hihilingin pa, nung naging anak kita.

Dad: Gaya-gaya. Dialogue ko yun eh.

Tricia: Ha? Dialogue mo?

Dad: Oo.

Tricia: Kanino??

Dad: SA'YO. Wala na akong hihilingin pa, simula nung naging anak kita.

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Tricia: Pa, love mo ba 'ko?

Papa: Minsan.

Tricia: Anong minsan??!

Papa: Eh minsan kailangan kita wala ka eh.

Tricia: Eh hindi mo naman ako hinahanap eh!

HAHAHA :>

Exasperation

I'm puzzled. I'm bugged, bothered.

For some reason I am not certain of, I feel so uneasy. The disturbance to my peace of mind gives me the effect of merely losing myself, rather, getting myself thrown in complete space. That for which I am clueless about, what seems to be the reason for this discomposure. I really dislike - despise - this kind of feeling. The feeling that can be described by something that cannot be described. This is the kind of indescribable feeling that does not even let you think of the possible words to fit the exact emotion. It's something I really do not like feeling, leaving me with a lot of questions that I don't even know how to answer, or how I would start finding the right descriptions to get it all right. It's like having a puzzle pad shaped like a cloud, but having puzzle pieces in hand that are actually intended to be shaped like a rose. See, no matter how I think of any reason how to resolve this feeling, I do not know what kind of comfort this uneasiness needs. It's as complicated as having the answers but not having the questions in hand. It's like having to do trial and error just to figure out what seems to be wrong, and what makes you feel that way. The last time I had this kind of sentiment was also the day I found myself watching in the movies alone, treating myself with some snacks I love, and jogging while listening to the songs I find very relaxing - alone. See, the outcome was very questionable. I was trying to do several activities, hoping that one of them can make me feel all better. But that's the one thing I have no idea about, the kind resolution I could give myself to make myself feel okay.

Is what I'm feeling just the effect of missing someone? Is it the aftermath of longing for something? Is it the outcome of being bored? Or just plainly the result of something I regret?

I DON'T KNOW.