.. And Yes.

Put me in a battle where I can be with someone who fights for me,
in a battle where I know someone wants to protect me.
Put me in a battle where I can feel someone else for me,
where I know someone wants to stay by my side.
Put me in the kind of battle where that one person would be willing to lose,
just so she/he could win me.
Put me in a battle where someone is willing to swallow pride and end the battle,
for my sake and so as not to hurt me even more.

Put me in a battle WITH someone who can tell me he/she loves me
amidst of the chaos around us.
Put me in a battle where this person can still appreciate me even if I fail,
in a battle where this person can still say, "I LOVE YOU" in the middle of
the suffering.
Put me in a battle with someone who noticed me when I fell,
not when I was in victory.
Put me in a battle with someone who, despite of the hardships,
bothers to hold my hand and tell me he/she would stay.
Put me in a battle where I know I can fail and stumble and destroy my face without being rejected.
Put me in a battle with someone who can hug me tight to make me feel safe.
Put me in a battle with someone who won't neglect me even if my weak side inferes.
Put me in the kind of battle where there are no wrong and right moves,
but those correctly incorrect.
Put me in a battle with someone who does not forget about me,
but with someone who does not even need to think just to remember my worth.
Put me in battle with someone I can hold on to when things get unwanted;
In a battle where someone, when I get wounded, would not worry about bandages and get them,
but worry about ME and what will happen if he/she goes and leave me to get those bandages.

Finally, put me in a battle with someone who will kiss me to calm me down,
to hug me to make me feel I still have great worth no matter what,
to hold my hand and would not let me go even through those dying moments,
to say "I LOVE YOU" in the middle of the war.

I want to be put in a battle with someone who would not promise me anything,
but would sincerely want to STAY and HOLD ON whatever happens.

Put me in a battle with someone who would not actually fight for me,
but with someone who fights it WITH me.

Put me in a battle with someone who would not care whether he/she wins or loses,
but with someone who, longs for still having me at the end of the fight,
regardless of the victory or defeat.
.. That even if he/she(we) loses(lose), what he/she cares about is if he/she still has me.



Fantasies. Keep dreaming.




*Right now, I have my own battle.
It may not be a(my) dream and perfect battle, but yes, it is a sweet kind.
And I am satisfied.

- I love you, my Sixteen <3